A new years come... full of new stuff and life screaming you to change... and well... that's what I have done. There is a new semester, new friends, new roomie, new girl. Kind of a lot of new stuff... but I not reclaiming anything. Also a lot of changes... my sister is in the city for a while so I have been visiting her and my aunts, also the way I eat, cause I got some pounds in all this christmas and new year partys... but man... that was some pretty good food lol xD.... also starting again with the exercise, and well starting a new relationship, she is a really pretty girl lol, but kind of shy xD I guess I would have to change that xD, also there are some changes in my way to see things... I don't know how to explain it, but I'm feeling a lot better with my self...

Also is time to leave some old things... and to start to live new ones, kind of poetic, but its true. We only have one live, and there is no time to be wasting thinking in the "what if"s of the past... who the damn care!?... its time to live dude and thats right now, yei... so lets start living xD

I have a lot of photos to upload... but I still haven't transfered them to the computer ^^u so keep waiting a little more lol xD

keep it good every one, and keep improving ^^

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OOOOOoooooohhhh By the way, I'm still acepting requests xD so if you have any idea of something you want, well... let me know and let me se what can I do

I'm totally out of inspiration right now, so if anyone haz any idea or want something about an anime, well, I'm up to it lol xD

But really I don't know whats going on, the days started to seem like the same, entering the rutine, like just a robotized man. Is fine, nothing much to do lol, but some what my inspiration vanished as the days became alike.
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A lot of changes has come,
in a lot of ways,
a new year of life has been born,
and is time to start again
from the scratches I left before.

From the deep selfs of me,
only one survived the task,
and now the new myself,
starter to climb the cliff.

The new life come with new self,
but it's strange how it works,
who else could just tell?
but started to regain folks.

And just again, I'm clinging,
but only to fill the emptyness,
thats is something weird,
that, to have it, I forget.

Cuánto he de esperar
Para al fin poder hallar
La otra mitad de mí
Que me acompañe a vivir

Nadé tiempo en un mar
De apariencia, y ahogué el amor
No se puede ocultar
El perfume de una flor

Cuanto me cuesta sobrevivir
Cuanto sonreír
Sin poder quitarme el antifaz
Que me disfraza de normal

Y volveré a buscarte
Allí hasta donde estés
Tan sólo quiero amarte
Y poder tener
Alguien en que apoyarme
Alguien en quien volcar
Todo el amor que cercenó el qué dirán...

No más miedo a entregar
Mis labios sin antes mirar
No más miedo a acariciar
Nuestros cuerpos y soñar

Y a la mierda con
El armario y el diván
Y si hay que luchar
Luchar es educar

Que en asuntos del corazón
No hay reglas de dos
Que somos distintos, somos iguales
No más gestos, alza la voz

Y volveré a buscarte
Allí hasta donde estés
Tan sólo quiero amarte
Y poder tener
Alguien en que apoyarme
Alguien en quien volcar
Todo el amor que cercenó el qué dirán...

Y cuando llegue el final
El otoño de nuestro amor
Yo te esperaré, mientras, vive
Y lucha por tener...

Derecho a elegir
Con qué cabeza tu almohada compartir
Orgulloso de ser quien eres
Y no como deberías ser

Cuanto me cuesta sobrevivir
Cuanto sonreír
Sin poder quitarme el antifaz
Que me disfraza de normal

Y volveré a buscarte
Allí hasta donde estés
Tan sólo quiero amarte
Y poder tener
Alguien en que apoyarme
Alguien en quien volcar
Todo el amor que cercenó el qué dirán...

Y volveré a buscarte
Allí hasta donde estés
Tan sólo quiero amarte
Y poder tener
Alguien en que apoyarme
Alguien en quien volcar
Todo el amor que cercenó el qué dirán...

Y volveré a buscarte
Allí hasta donde estés
Tan sólo quiero amarte
Y poder tener
Alguien en que apoyarme
Alguien en quien volcar
Todo el amor que cercenó el qué dirán...


Elque quiera entender que entienda - Mago de Oz (c)

I woke up today feeling all weird...
I didn't know what... but something was different...
In that moment made some phone calls...
To some friends because of their birthday...

I still got that feeling... that something wasn't regular...
that sense that humans got to survive...
Then I turned on my computer to do my rutine...
And ended finding something spectacular...

I entered to the web... and did school stuff to prevail...
then to the facebook to see my comments...
then to my messenger and checked my mail...
then DA to se I got 40 messages and 2 notes...

I could belive something like that...
it surprised me that much that I left my hellcat...
I was really glad... now that I understand...
what was all that weird feeling about...


OMG!... it really surprised me lol I didn't expected that ... actually never I was like... "WTF is going on in here?" but I really apreciate all the s and comments ... that's what make me continue working

All the life is just a simple spark in the hell of existence....
Why is so important to do all this things we belive?...
why every one expects something about you?...
mere idiots... passing this cicle of death...
mere dreamers expecting to achieve something else...
mere toys being manipulated by the puppeter of existence...
just mortals... just idiots... just toys...
thats what we, humans, are...

why are the others so importants?...
why dont we finish our life now?...
all the fight, all the wars, al the pollution, all the addictions...
why to continue this dull life?...
why do we have the instint to survive?...

just vane... just vague... just stupid... just life...

soon... when all end... every one will know the joy of death...
the joy that never ends... the joy of hell

but don't worry for anything... if something bad happens...
only ignore it and continue... it will vanish eventually...
when the times come to the very end...